At the beginning of my walk I learned how to trust God and what having faith really meant. After that was understood, I went on to understanding what it means to be divinely loved by Him. Which led me into falling in love with God. My next phase was diving head first into His word, analyzing scripture and praying for revelation of His word. Oh my, what fun our group has had with that! As of now I'm at a point in my spiritual walk where I'm literally asking God to please give me more but I don't know exactly what I want more of. Sounds like a paradox huh?

I've learned so much about who I am through Christ and how important it is to have a relationship with our Father. But please don't think for once that I feel I have learned it all because I am far from that. However, I feel like I'm asking for the "unknown" from Him. I want to know the things I haven't even asked for from Him. I want my heart to be open through God's eyes so I can see the things He can see. I'm sure there are a lot of things I will NEVER be able to comprehend or even be able to see during my Christian walk, but I sure want to be exposed to as much as God desires for me to be exposed to, even if that means struggles. Sometimes I wonder where I will be 5 years from now or how far I would be into my Christian walk, but I always know if I don't push for more or actually take the steps out into the "unknown" I wont learn much more than what I know now.

I'm not going to waste my time trying to figure out why I don't know what it is that I want more of. I just know my main desire is God and that's all that matters to me because we are just here enjoying the ride and He is driving. Asking Him for ANYTHING He wants to give me is definitely telling Him I want more, more, more! We must make it priority to meet new people, befriend them, spread the Word of Christ, counsel and try to love the way God loves us.

I know this was short but it has been in my heart for a couple of weeks now. Maybe someone else is going through the same feelings or maybe there are people that have already experienced what I'm feeling. Whatever it is I know I desire the next phase of my Christian walk. Daddy knows I will do my best and always have faith that He will bring me through anything. I have an amazing testimony that makes me stronger every day I think about it.

We just need to remember how important we are to Daddy, how He desires a relationship with us, but most importantly He loves us so divinely! Just stay obedient to Him and where He is leading you, it's all for His glory!